I guess from the last post I wrote about Love, I have moved on. The benefit from being hurt in a relationship would definitely be waking up to the world as a stronger person. Actually, I should re-phrase that. Stronger, with a shield.
A very thick shield.
You have been hurt once. You do not want to be hurt again. It will take forever before I start trusting the person enough to open up my emotions.
Yet, the best bit I have learned this year [especially for a female], the ability to seperate sex from feelings. I don't know why, but my feelings has been drained. I wonder if I have a hole in place of where my heart should be. Or has it been buried so deep inside, it will take only the right person to bring it back out again.
However, this person is like me. Which scares me. Especially the part where both of us have a hollow place in our chests. Our hearts, broken. Forgotten.
I'm in love with Love. When will it come pouring down on me?
When I have learned to love? I gave it my all, but it was never good enough. And I'm still waiting here to be loved.
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